I had this dream that was the most blatant metaphor and answer to the question that had been simmering in the back of my mind all week. It was so big I had to share!
The more I thought about it, the clearer and clearer it became what it was I really wanted and needed to do...
So I got online and bought myself a ticket to the retreat after filming this!
Our brains are amazing with those metaphors, aren't they? The hotel was luxurious beyond what I deemed I was worthy of, the beautiful ornate clothes were too big for my timid, playing-small self. It was when I donned a very simple orange dress (one of my power colors, by the way) and decided that my outside apparel really didn't determine my worth, was when I could just walk into the room and let myself be enough. That was when I felt confident, calm and like I belonged.
And so I AM going to Tara Marino's Elegant Femme Integration experience - and my intention now and moving forward into that experience is to live in that place of grounded personal authority, self-love and self-worth. I am in-charge of my life and I am going to show up and do it!
I know I cannot control what will happen when I am there (all of the unknowns!), but I do know that I can choose to be in-charge of how I allow myself to show up.